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October 2019 "Redemption Songs"

I'm currently writing this during my 20 minute break from a 1 hour 40 minute study session... my third of the day... and I plan for at least one more before bed. Even so mounds of unread articles and unwritten papers remain. I've been trying to devote 7 hours to study each day, like a full time job, but that's proven difficult since I still prioritize things like making my own meals, meeting friends, and going to the gym. Or just walking. Some days I go to classes and straight back to my room to study, totaling a meager 1,500 steps. If I didn't find time to go to the gym I'd just become a big blob. I keep trying to reorganize my schedule to fit in more study but guilty dialogue plays in my head when I don't meet people ("Are you some sort of solitary academic elitist?") or explore Seoul more ("You should enjoy your life and see the city while you can!"). The thing is I LOVE what I study and I don't want all the breaks my brain tells me